let the story tells

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HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.
this. is. the. longest. time. i. haven't. touched. this. blog. since.
i miss what i'm doing rite now. like. xo. much. (using x instead of s. just to make it more excessive)
typing, blogging while letting my ears relax by listening to my favorite songs, the sounds of pouring rain which is really give my mind spa time... aah me and wifi quality time....
haven't i told you? that i'm a college student now? i mean, i rally am a college student! i've passed those orientation week (i mean month. ugh.), be a very weird or nerd person by wearing those boring white and black uniform (oh seriously), keep your mouth sealed on those 'angry seniors' moment... anddd surprisingly those have been passed succesfully (oh of course the sighs included). and now i'm PURE a normal college student of university of indonesia! (how that sounds to you, eh? i'm typing this with a big smile on my face. srsly) SO HAPPY.

i'm very very happy to be at home again (home is heaven, rite?). i've experienced those homesick moments and that's very make me sick. and i love love my pap so much for the super high speed home's wifi. i can download a 700 mb movie with only 30 minutes. *kiss my pap* uh, oh! and yesterday is september, 20th guys. know what? MY BIRRRRTHDAY! I'M 18 NOW O EM GEE. unbelievable, yea i know. so sad i should celebrate that happy day with my loneliness at my dorm by listening to voice notes my best friends gave to me.... so sad. but thank youuu for all of you who still saved the date. and for every wishes, i really really appreciated it! *insert smooches here*

i want to tell you a lot of stories but it's always hard for me to write down if i'm not in the mood. so, maybe next time uh-kay?! everyone wishing me best of luck for going thru my first college's year pleaseee ;);)
btw i'm listening to rock that body by bep while typing this *i have a little clubbing here. lol*

xxxxxxxx
audrey

God's plan is always better

currently listening: i won't say (i'm in love) - Disney, Hercules

 feel so sorry for my blog which i haven't touch in month. don't know why but i'm not in the mood for post anything these past few days. but don't worry cause i'm here now! i just checked my email too this morning (since 32756350 days haven't touch it) and found a sweet surprise : Veren Lee commented on my blog! omagah i'm sooo happy! if you're not knowing her, go check her blog and find out how cool her style is. i'm a fan!

oh and by the way, i'd like to say HAPPY FASTING to all moeslem's readers! may we could pray better than the last Ramadhan, Allah forgive our sins and accept our fast and prayers amen ☺ this is our third day of fasting and there are still 27 days to go to reach the goal. wish i can do my best and get the blessing of this glorious month!

i realized that time flew so fast! it's like flipping your hand and tadda it is a half of 2013 and 5 months later we're gonna meet the new year of 2014. i mean hey, i feel like i just through this year yesterday. all the had works, do many tasks to prepare national exam, the last time together with classmates, register on university, all the fears to not pass national exam well, graduation, acceptance in fave university, reunion with classmates, and yadda yadda. all of them is what i've been through in the last 7 month of 2013 and i feel like... it happens! can't thank God enough, i feel blessed. 7 months ago, i still woke up at 5, prepare anything for school, wore grey-white uniform, met friends at school, studied and laughed at class, went home, did homeworks, and anything normal students do for highschool. and i'm like.... an abnormal who enjoyed her very-long-but-gonna-meet-it-ends-in-the-next-couple-days holiday and missing her classmates like crazy. lmao.

i just still can't believe it. we all know that God's plan is always better, but i just knew it right now. i never ever dreamed to live these months like this, but God does. like, when the first time i sat on 12th grade i'm way so scared of national exam (and it's 20 package of questions). i can't even imagine how could i pass it that well and now? i passed it. to be a part of yellow jacketers is always be a dream of me since i saw my cousin did her task in her room for faculty of economy of university of indonesia. um i forget how old i was that day, is it 8? let's just say i was in 2nd grade of elementary school that time. and the dream get bigger when i was in 10th grade in senior high school and had university visit to ui. i adore their building, their very large library, their green park, their....ah everything. and it's like dream comes true to be accepted in the university. i feel so blessed. God loves me and so do i. i should be more grateful over all things He gave to me in life. and stop sigh-ing hihi.



p.s: thanks Allah, i love You.


love,
audrey

p.s. i love you

i'm in love with romance movies. you've known about that, don't you? like what horoscope always say, virgo is such a romantic person hahaha. maybe that's why i smile randomly or bite my lips when i read or watch that 'sweet' part in books or movies (of course, drey. everyone must do that too, no?) i'm currently addicted to download old movies these times. yesterday i just downloaded P.S. I Love You by reading an article of best 20 romance movies. and gosssh i should recommend you this one because it really really sweets (with 's' because the sweetness is too much haha). i can't stop tears falling down my cheeks when i watch the first part of the movie. omg. the story tells about a woman's struggle to move on from her lovely husband who has passed away after lived together in 10 years. the woman named Holy, have no idea how her life would be without her husband beside hers. she just doin' nothing but singing and watching romance movie all days until her family came to her apartment to give her birthday presents on her born day. but her husband is the sweetest. he is like know that Holy can't do anything without him so, he decided to send her wife letters day by day and give her signs to do her daily life as usual. and finally her spirits all raised up again! she can walk through her 'new life' with positive way of thinking.

my favorite line of the movie:
Holy: every morning i wake up and the first thing i want to do is to see your face.

and noow i'm downloading another sweet movie called 50 days of summer! seems like everyone talked about this and i will feel like i'm such a nerd to not knowing this trend lol. and it almost reach 100% and i can't hardly wait to watch the movieee asdfghjkl. i'll tell you after watching it okay ;)


p.s:
* i've watched Refrain and do thrifting books as i've said in my latest post and geezwut? i've done that in one day. hi hip hurray!!!! and i got my first time using that famous transjakarta ahaha. well, so last year rite? nevermind, it makes me happy :D
** tomorrow my class gonna have bbq party and i've prepared 3 puddings for the dessert (yea at least i'm good at making pudding uh.)


happiness is that simple, right?

xoo,
drey

today, i'm....

i'm currently reading Lupus novel right now and it easily make me get addicted. eventho' it is really old novel but i still loove the whole story. the genre of Lupus novel is actually more humorous but we can find some serious blabs, the means of friendship, love story, high school, and so on. i read it from ebook since i only have two novels of it :( (which is very old since it was the heritage from my cousin and the paper can broke easily) Lupus novel came up from two different storyline, when he was kid or the Small Lupus and when he was grown up or Lupus. i like them both!! the way Lupus treat her girlfriend really makes me got envy. i even wonder if i have a boyfriend, he must be at least humorous like Lupus (and don't forget his coolest way on chewing gum). i can laugh until my stomach aches but sometimes you can see the tears flow down by my cheek just by read the novels. i'm thinking to have another series of Lupus' books but still have dilemma with my wallet condition (if you know what i mean). but i promise myself to add another Lupus novels into my books rack *pinky promise*

well, i played badminton with my friends from the first grade in high school at indoor gor. well, that didn't goes well as i'm predicted since i got soooo annoyed (don't ask me why. just. don't.) but after got my head (and heart) cold, i'm feeling way better :) the key is "don't listen to other, just believe in yourself". well, i'll make sure myself to keep that words inside my head everywhere and anytime i go! i will never let anyone mess my day just by acting trashy *inhale exhale*

p.s: i still have another dilemma, between watching Refrain or thrifting books. which one you think the best to go first?


enjoy your 3 months free, dear third graders (oops should i call you college students wanna be? :b)


drey,
xxo

talk that talk

hello. i finally back to blogging! how's life everyone? mine was not pretty good enough since i have a very long holiday but have nothing to do. but hoping yours is better :) firstly i want to congratulate myself to (finally) becoming a part of my fav university ever. yeap, i am the yellow jacket-gonna-be now! let's shout out loud 'hip hip hooooooorraaaaaaaay'. oh dear, you don't know (or maybe know) how superb happy i was that day when i opened the ui website, signed in, click the 'result selection', and finally see the 'Congratulation, you are accepted in University of Indonesia'. i can't breathe in seconds, just stared at my laptop's screen and when i got back my consciousness i automatically screaming like 'MOOOOM, I GOT IN MOM! I GOT IN UI!' and my mom when that time was about to pray ashar ran to get me and asked 'really?' after i nodded in, she hugged me tight and congratulated me. heheheh. eh, i really don't mean to show off or whatever you think i'm doing by telling you this good news. i just. i'm just about to write in my blog since i haven't touch it in ages *excessive* and the first thing came across my mind is this news. so i just type it here as what my mind asking me to hehehe. well, i can say i'm a bit relief this time because i don't need to join sbmptn or you can call that a written test to enter university. you don't know how many people who gonna join this test since this sbmptn is open to this year, a year ago, and 2 years ago alumnus of senior high school who haven't got the university. WHOA. i can't never thank God enough for this precious gift. BUT, for all my friends who study very hard for this test, my prayers goes to you all. hope you all can be the part of your favorite university, amen!

talking about friends, me and my friends had a plan to have an exchanging gift. yap but it should be handmade, no buy stuffs! it's our agreement to make the gifts by our own hands to exchange. it can shaped as a frame, pop up card, scrapbook, or anything handmade (sounds so fun, eh?) the reason behind this all is  because we're not gonna meet for a long time since we will separate into different university, so we have to have at least one thing to keep remember that we still have best friends out there. ugh so sad :( but the good side is i've done mineee!! i've made my special gift and it's shape is........ still a secret :b wait until the date is coming guys ;b ;b i can't hardly wait actually!

ah, talking about 'can't hardly wait', i have a list for that. and here's my can't-hardly-wait list:
to hangout with friends and exchanging gifts
to do a movie marathon (refrain, after earth, fast & furious 6, and any movies, come to momma deaaar)
to come to jakcloth
to life my self as college students (yes, yes, i can't wait)
to buy the newest edition of comic conan and my sweet kaichou (told you that i'm a comic maniac, yes?)
to buy old comics which is on sale in mall near my city
to re-watch SAO or Sword Art Online. i just really adoooore Kirito-kun besides Usui and Shinichi. oh, i love cool guys!! (have i told you that i'm an anime maniac too? if no, well, i'm telling you now :D>)
to download the next episodes of Slam Dunk (nah, this is my newest hobby rite now. Slam Dunk is my favorite anime gonna-be! yip yippiee)
to re-read some old novels and comics. (i like to re-read books when it is holiday and i get my bored life, just so you know. as long as it is not encyclopedia or any subject's books, it'll be all ok. usually, it is novels and comics. and you know what? i've done all ilana tan's books by  re-read it all only 4 days and each books i can done with only 3 until 4 hours before sleep. am i great, no?)
to see any comments you left in any entries i've typed :)

and things that make me happy these few days is: my comic collection reaches the number of 230! and still counting baby, do not need to worry ;)

okok, i think this is all i can say haha. tell me, how's your days so far? oh, and Happy Isra' Mi'raj day to moeslems all over the world!!

"Succes is that old ABC- Ability, Breaks and Courage." - Charles Luckman

ciao,
drey

inspiration

just realized that i've never have a 'permanent' inspiration in life, so far. i have ever inspire Ayuzawa Misaki who is the main character of my lovely comic 'My Sweet Kaichou' with her strength and high self confident to face anyy problems she had. and also to always be yourself because people will love you for who you really are, right? you should her the comic, it's so funny! and the guy main character is soooo asdfgjkl handsome omg.

but it is not the real one, i mean she's not real. i want to find my inspiration in a person, who live in a real world. i love to suffering internet and found many fashion bloggers, both local and international. and i waaay love to see their different fashion style. i have many lists of my fav fashion bloggers but i only inspire one of them a lot. she is the great Diana Rikasari!

here she is! the pretty, Kak Di :)

i adore her so much. she owned 2 shoe brands and the shoes are all beautiful. i want to buy one of their heels for my ceremony graduation but it has 14 working days to arrive at my door since i need it for the next 7 days. poor me ;(
she is such a suppa creative person  i've ever seen (not in person, only in blog)! and the most thing i like from her is she is BRAVE enough to be DIFFERENT. she is not afraid to wear any 'weird' look even she got many bad judges from 'unresponsible-big-mouths' and brave enough to judge to the right things. i like that! she always have little things to be happy with in many hard things to face in life. she through it happily and ended it well too. i love to read her life journey to be as great as now, and that things reallyyy inspire me :') and when it goes to her husband, oh gosh both of them are the sweetest! read her blog to approve it.

i realized that i'm just a girl who 'sigh'-ed much more than thanked Allah for what i have now. and i love her mind set in this post: here to click

things to remember:
when you see other people's fortunate life, don't just look up at theirs and adore them without do anything to change your life as better or more than them. it's a poor thing. go grab anything beside your hands and make magic with it! there's only a rainbow after thunderstorm right? you just have to find your own rainbow and remember, the way is not always go smoothly, sometimes it's complicated or maybe windy but if you try hard, believe that you'll find the best! cheer up ^^v

"Always have God in your heart, and you shall never worry too much." - Diana Rikasari

xoxo, 
audrey

don't grow up. it's a trap!

good news! i've passed those mess' (re: national exam) a week ago and it's a relief i feel inside my heart now. WHOPS not all relief. i haven't know what kind of score i'm gonna see in my report card of last semester yet. and well, i wanna share about that famous national exam in this year, 2013. i thought this is the worst nat-exam that have ever been happened in indo (if you know what i mean, indonesians). we have 20 package kind of questions which means we really are NOT allowed to cheat with the others. ups it's not the end until there, the question and answer sheet are in one package so to answer the question, we have to tear it up first. i mean, oh c'mon! 20 package of questions is more than enough to mess our brain and heart all up and down... but it didn't make matter since i've passed it (hopefully) well and swear to god  i'm going to enjoy my gonna-be-loooooong holiday now :) *thanks for all the prayers dear readers*

oh well, and today is zella's birthday! she is turning 18th today and i'm like 'oh c'mon dude, i just took a photo for my identity card of legitimatilly an indonesian and she is already 18!' time flew too fast baby. but after all, i had a good day. we ate pizzas and blew the candles (not we but she is) and walked and walked and sang in karaoke and back home. i gave her my handmade as a gift and i guessed she likes it *glad* can't wait for the next good day :)

but i feel like there's something missing here. i miss my all classmates like so much. we finally ended up being 12th graders. we are not required to study in our class anymore. no more homeworks, no more cheat, no more laugh in class, no more nag from teachers, no more fight, no more. oh so sad :,( before this, we want everything goes fastly, just for not doing assignments, studying, and yadda yadda. but after all have passed, we want it back again (not we maybe but especially me). i miss all the time, the memories. yap the memories. it will only be memories to keep in mind, will never be replayed. oh shittttt i hate to grow up. i've ever seen someone's quote said "don't grow up, kid. it's a trap" and i just realized it's a true. yes it is absolutely a trap :(

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