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konichiwa! it's Ramadhan now and i've done my first fasting pretty well (thanks god). i prayed tarawih today with aisyah, one of my favourites. and just as usual, we talked about many things. and finally we got the point that we are same. we both love a boy (different boy) but we are too ashamed to admit it ahaha *high five*. we dont know how long too keep this feeling or maybe we dont know, should we keep hiding (eventho' its hurt) or saying out about this? any suggest? ;-p

ah skip that. yesterday, me and my friends visited Key. it has been a year he left us. may you rest in peace Key, we'll never forget to send pray for you. we miss him. a lot. it's kinda weird when 2 years ago we still can have together break fasting, but now? all we can do now is just visited him in his peacest place beside god :-)

aand we have a 'big day' tomorrow! wanna know? i'll tell you later okay. it's still a secret hohoho.

oh by the way i want to send apologizes to all of you for my words which is kinda hurting you, my bad act (yayaya i know-_-) and many more. let's celebrate Ramadhan with spread the love and peace by forgive each other. it'll be nice if all of you can forgive me, thank you very much strangersss.

enjoy your limited time folkies
X
drey

it's over

and hi! holiday is over and tomorrow is monday. *sigh* honestly i'm not ready for school but i'm ready to meet my friends. i miss all of them so badly. i miss icut, arab, jelleh, idung, bella, tari, dora, bu aji, dayeh, winda, widi, putu, litha, izza, manda, uci, intan, lola, jawek, uray, stephie, tonang, ichwan, and all of the boys. i miss class, the tables, the chairs, the whiteboard, the infocus, the music (from RnB until dangdut), the laugh of someone's jokes, the talk when we have lunch together, the cheat when exam *oops*, ALL.

*it's a lie i'm not that happy honestly*

now i'm a 12th grader which is i have to focus study to face the national examination. omg i'm going to enter the college next years, time flies too fast! wish me all of lucks in this new grade! god bless me amin.


yesterday me and fams went to my cousin's new house and have a party. it was quite fun to meet all of big family. we talked, ate, and laughed as much as we can til my tummy is fully field (i can't feel my tummy last night). and then we went to my old house too because one of my cousins grandma is passed away. i had a really quality time with family last night. but there's a bit annoying too. honestly, i have to attend my friend's sweet seventeen birthday party that night, but blame it to traffvck jam. we just arrived home at 10.30 p.m. and that time, the party was over. it was almost midnight and it wasn't a good timing to come to ppl's home so i didn't join the party. so sorry yuli :-(

umm i can't understand about that guys mind. why are they so complicated? if i were a mind reader... sometimes i feel like he doesn't want me anymore in his life, but sometimes i feel like he wants me back (maybe i'm just too confidence or it's only my feel? idk) but it's rather to be friend than act like a stranger like this even each of us know, we don't. well, i wish for the best :D

and yeah! Ramadhan is coming!!! we are going to have a month fasting (wish it's really a month!). we're gonna have sahur at subuh, break-fasting at maghrib, pray tarawih after isya, until angbao in lebaran fufufu. and the most eagerly awaited in Ramadhan is *tara dung ces* ketupat! by imagine that, i can taste my drool's falling down. yum yum yummyyyyy. can't wait! thanks god i still able to meet your most precious month in a year. o:--)

enjoy your weekend folks!

h-h-holiday

hei! im on my holiday after those school things (re: exams and classmeet) ruined my life. and this is my holiday! i still have no plan for what im going to do in the next 2 weeks but dont ask about my schedule for this weeks. its all full! on monday, i went with my mom and did beauty treatment. we had facial together hehehe. and on tuesday, we (me & fe) had a secret project together in shinta's house. and on that day i was very shy. they already knew about the 'thing i dont want to tell them' hafft. on wednesday i went to school. me idung icut jella arab and windy talked about our plan to have class feast event on saturday nite. its gonna be sooooo fun since we just met at least in classmeeting (and i didnt join them until the end of classmeet bcs i went to jakarta. but finally we win as overall champion on that classmeet! and i got first rank on mtq competition. i cant believe it omg. wiiy!) 

and today im not going anywhere. just stay at home and browsing (backsound: fuuuu). and saski just visited me! i returned back her mechanic pencil that she forgot to put when they made bulletin board in classmeeting (i didnt join-_-) we talked about the feast we're going to have on saturday and she talked about what she has done last night-_- yeah if you are one of my bbm contacts, you must knew that last nite my status was >:o>:o>:o>:o:]xx. its all because of the girl that visited me then. whoaaaa i was so shocked that nite!  but tomorrow, on friday we (me arab idung icut jella dayeh) will make something in the kitchen and i cant wait for it :9  i'll post the picture later if im done with that. and on saturday my mom and dad will get my report cards from school. omg wish it good amiin! and on saturday nite we'll have the feast together at dayeh's house yippieeee! 

and well.... talk about heart. *ekhem* this is so sensitive. but if there's a quote to represent my feeling is "something feel precious when it's gone, right?" - anonymous :$

and have a great weekend everyone! <3

its a life

*hugs for bloggie*
it has been 8493565954313130 years i never touched you #lebay but really, i do miss blogging so much. well , it seems like i miss anything but i back! hm where should i start? ok a week ago im done watch The Avengers & amelda. such a great mooovie and i promise i will watch for the 2nd part. and and and geezwhat? my schoool is not such a jerk anymore hoo-ho they give us short-holiday from thursday until sunday and it makes me feel like WAW ily school <3 ow yeah theres a bad news about the senior-i-like, he already has a girlfriend but dont worry its not love i have to him, it just umm like fans?! whatever forget him and find another HAHA. ok i have one honestly, hes the one i cant forgot for a minute, hour, days, weeks, months, and many times bhahaha. ok skip.

aah! i almost forgot. a few days ago i just got a little surgery in my left eye. the doctor said that it was an infection of gland in the eyelid. that was my first surgery of my life. and all my impression for that is HURT. it was hurt so much. could you imagine when your eyes are needles? its perfectly hurt huhuhu but i didnt cried (great!) i just hold the tears with my teeth gritted. and after all, she wrapped my eye with bandage and made me look like Jack Sparrow. when i sent my Jack Sparrow-picture to my uncle, he laughed and used it as his display picture (such a crazy uncle ryt?) but it has recovered now and ta-daaa my eye back to normal! thanks doc (but not for the medicine. did she think im be able to swallow all those fvckin big medicines?!?!??)

in this weeks, there are many problems come to my friends and their lovers. and im just a bit confused about it. they asked me for suggestion and i give my best resolution for them. but um i just feel this is so weird. im single and free, so why they asked me? but of course, im ok with all of them. i just glad to help people i love and see theyre happy too :--D

hoah i need to get back to my room and have some rests. there are too many things i should do 2morro (group  tasks. what else?).

Kiss!

bonne nuit

you couldn't imagine how i miss blogging pretty much. and now here i am! have i told you that im in frustation situation? of course not. but im frustate, desperate, and ugh everything bad! its not about guy i love, but its about the lessons at school. in 2nd sm, my physic teacher command us to presentate all the matter from archimedes law until thermodynamic 2. she divided us into 10 groups and each of group have different matter but connected each other. and i got group 9 with heat capacity of gas matter. and we just count days until i and my group (bude and uray) presentate it. o god im so afraid i'll fail (wish thats not happent). theres some matter i dont understand about heat capacity but tomorrow i'll consultate about it to my teacher. whooo00000ooa! i feel like wanna scream and leave all the pressures! but i kept on motivate my self that i can do the best *fighting* support me and wish me all the luckiest!

and anyway (ehem) im happy today. guess what? i met him. the-guy-i-liked. my senior *blushing* we looked each other anddddddd...... ok it just looked. i didnt greet him, just smile (my best-est smile of course). and yea i like it hehehe. i know whats in your mind right now. you must think that im a stupid girl. a guy i liked was in front of me, but i couldnt say anything even it just 'hi'. ok so sorry if im that shy hehehe:$

fyi: i'll have loooooooong holiday when my seniors in the 3rd grade have national exam (GOOD LUCK MY SENIORS! esp. you (ehem)) na na na na ey. oh and I LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER VERY VERY MUCH <3333333 YOU'RE THE SWEETEST GUY EVERRRR! if you were my boyfriend ughh (you should listened his new song BOYFRIEND) his voices are hotter than before!

well that is all. wish me luck for all the days i'll through.

Xxxx